CheyRae

I'll deal with the pain tonight, No one will realize my inner fight, And I'll do it again, Because my selfishness will always win. I remembered the smell of your skin, Your favorite ways to make me sin. I remembered the sweet taste of your lips, The way you liked to place your hands on my hips. With a sigh I climbed into bed, Blocked out the thoughts in my head. I know I fucked up this time, I know I will always play the role of a mime. Silently screaming inside my personal box, And you, you will prey like a fox, My heart the frantic heir, Running only deeper into your snare. I remembered the smell of your skin, Your favor

Madness Not so unlike me and you There are so many, and so few. We understand the other side, We understand the forgotten bride. Madness creeps through our veins Making us one and the same So different from the rest They call us a fucking pest Madness is what we are. Madness is who we’ll be. Madness is what will become. Madness is what has begun. Madness is what makes you smile, When the world is oh so Vile. Smile you sick fuck. Smile.

Does the screaming ever end? Does the crying? The sighing? The tears? Or the fears? Does the madness stop?! Does it ever cease to be?! Is there ever a time, When peace is all you hear? As I sit here and write, I’m plagued by question after question. I don’t care what you make for dinner! You stupid stupid sinner. I long to lay with Him on the couch, Where I am not afraid to slouch. I long to get lost in His eyes of blue, With the yellow ring that reflects the perfect hue. I long to forget the world around, His breathing the only sound. Fuck the condiments on the dinner table! Our life is not a damn fable. Get

As I lay on my bed, Thoughts of you bounce around my head. I can still hear your heart beneath my ear, It calms my darkest fear. I can still smell you on my clothes, With you that near I have no foes. I can still feel the warmth of yout bare skin, I wish no for other men. I can see your face when I close my eyes, and it washes away a thousand sighs.

And so we meet Upon a dark and lonely street You look at me, I glance at you Somehow I know you can see right through Endless are your eyes to me On and on they seem to see You force a smile I feel the need to spit something vile You broke my heart in three So painlessly I never stood a chance When you gave me that second glance It was a timeless dance Two so perfect. Yet flawed through and through Attempted to love Attempted to be And look who got hurt! Was it you or, Was it me? And so we meet Upon a dark and lonely street And as you see through me I see through you too It doesn't hurt It doesn't burn No tears fl

If I were a spider, I'd live in your room. If I were a bird, I'd sing songs to you. If I were a beetle, I'd warn you of doom. If I were a cloud, I'd make your sky blue. If I were a car, I'd be your car and go zoom. If I were an artist, I'd paint you a plane that flew. If I were a giant, I'd give you the moon. If I were a heart, I'd show you what love can do. If I were a spider, a bird, a beetle, a cloud, a car, an artist, a giant, a heart, I'd do all these things for you. This my love I swear to be true So close your eyes, Slip into the world of disguise, and know that I will tell you no lies.

Confusion, heavy and dense, Thick with suspence, I can't hide within it's defence. There you stand, I'm choking on sand, Body rejects my command. I can't see straight, Was this fate? Your in a different state... The haze begins to clear, Sweat pours out of fear. I've been lying right here... Wipe the tears from my eyes, Wrap my arms tight around my thighs, Sink back into the realm of sighs.

She would smile, He would leer Slowly she fell prey to his game so queer It was hard not to He was cute, charming, and gifted with a silver tongue. All she was, was young. She didn't stand a chance He was a pro at this dance. He twisted her around his finger And she was oh so eager. He told her of love She slid into the lies like a glove. He slowly lead her astray Never did she think to stop and pray. Why should she? She came all this way... With a smile and bow, he took her heart She gave it with a perfect art He slid it beneath his jacket with a smile that hid nothing He had gotten exactly what he had sought And now

Don't make me wait, Baby, Please don't seal our fate. I've been playing this game for so long, I'm ready for it, or me, to be gone. I'm sick of playing, Praying, Begging and Pleading. Take me or leave me I can't stand being lead on For so very long I wonder sometimes Will history repeat, yours and mine? We dodged trouble once, Can we do it again? What if another pretty face comes along? Will you treat me like the ugly frog? Will you throw me to the dogs? It's a risk I have yet to take, But the choice looms up ahead Will I be ready? Or will it be too soon? I'll deal with it then I guess. If I can.